If Only

If only I could write a beautiful poem
I would write it specially for you,
So that we forever remain, so very true
With more than a goodness, like something new.

Like the everlasting stay of the sky so blue
Like the purple flower at dawn holding the dew,
Something that never fades away with time
Like the memories put together in a rhyme.

This friend always wants a smile for you
And will not be happy until you are too,
I can spend each and every day with you
No matter what you say and what you do.

With happiness that remain all through the year
Knowing that you will always be near,
With the happy feeling of living close to you
I would write the poem just for you...

I'm On My Own

I feel much better when I'm all alone,
I feel so together when I'm on my own,
No one can listen what I have to say,
No one can tell me where I have to stay.

I hate being around people,
They always bring me down,
I wish they would just go away,
Then maybe I wouldn't frown.

My life is so screwed up,
And no one understands,
They don't know the pain I feel,
They don't care to put in their hands.

But I guess I'm good off alone,
Things are just better this way,
I'm free to do what I want to,
And not what others say...